brim.
danmei fandom acct. I write fic & meta & dabble in translation.
about brim
i live in the US with my partner, two cats, and sourdough culture
white, half Jewish, transmasc non binary (they/them), bisexual, queer, 30+
unaffiliated leftist, Black Lives Matter, ACAB, anti-imperialist, free Palestine
sometimes nsfw, minors don't follow, ship and let ship, not spoiler free
not into lgbt+ gatekeeping, queer solidarity all the way
got into danmei in 2018 after the mdzs donghua came out (for real tho, i'm just a westerner who's had a few years to break down my lens; i'm still learning, and just bc i write meta and attempt translation doesn't mean i'm an authority on anything)
despite having gotten into danmei thru donghua, i tend to be a novel main/not super into live action/donghua/manhua adaptations
cnovels i've finished (in rough order of enjoyment): Lie Huo Jiao Chou, Sha Po Lang, Tian Guan Ci Fu, Mo Dao Zu Shi, Shangxian, Panguan, Saye, Liu Yao, Qianqiu, Female General and Eldest Princess, Tianya Ke, Qiye, Copper Coins, Wushuang, Fox Demon Cultivation Manual, Scum Villain, Golden Terrace
planning to read: QQGK, Tai Sui, Cancipin, Fake Demon Lord, QJJ, Little Mushroom
cdramas i've watched: Mysterious Lotus Casebook, Nirvana in Fire, Joy of Life 1 (watching JOL2 now), The Untamed, Link Click 1, New Life Begins
从2020年学习中文,水平大约HSK4-5
FUB free
i block liberally; at one point i blocked someone's (large) follower list, and i also sometimes block when people clog the main novel tags with non-original or idol-centric content. i'm also not a fan of rpf so i sometimes block/mute based on that.
Priest fics
Xuan Ji landed on a remote, craggy stretch of coast facing east, finding a rock wide enough to fit the both of them. The winds licked higher, whipping both their hair up wildly.Sheng Lingyuan sat down tranquilly: “It’s not what you think.”Xuan Ji snorted: “Oh, of course not. I’m just the fool who holds you at night and thinks in vain that he can have you.”
My most recent priest fic which I am proud of: LHJC: Under the Cosmic Wind 45k, M, jiling, postcanon, travel vignettes, adventure, lore, non-explicit sex
My best priest fic: QY & TYK: Little poisons 33k, E, xiyuan, wenzhou, and baiqing (YBY/RCQ), 2 years post-TYK canon, pipi-brand humanism, traveling & reunions, fluff & smut
LHJC: The Anti-Trepidation Mantra of Indolence in the Highest Degree 6k, T+, jiling, Xuan Ji has interesting ways of imposing therapy upon Bixia
LHJC: Can't you feel anything? 4k, E, jiling, angsty canon divergent smut
LHJC: Galaxy fruit (postcanon, 4k), What if we 👉👈 did it 😳 in the Tiandi Ding (canon divergent, 2k), Chicken Gravy (postcanon, 2k) all E, jiling smut & comedy
LHJC: Fire & Lightning 6k, M, Xuan Ji/Xiao Zheng, pre-canon, canon-divergent, character study w slash
SPL: That odd relationship between Marshal Gu and the Fourth Prince... 34k, M, changgu through the eyes of side characters, mostly canon compliant (modulo extras), accidental voyeurism, gossip, musings on legacy (ends with 'historian's perspective')
SPL: Go in peace 4k, T+, angsty Li Feng character study, canon divergent (LF gets a 'kinder', less public death), a little changgu at the end
SPL: Five times Gu Yun tried to top Chang Geng 9k, The language of spines 6k, Stranger than spring dreams 5k, all E, changgu smut, switching, mostly vanilla, mostly canon compliant
SPL: Use me 4k, M, Cao Chunhua/Xu Ling, postcanon, they have good chemistry I promise, shameless spy/upright scholar, non-explicit smut
TYK: Wen Kexing gets worms 4k, E, wenzhou, postcanon, funny & gross, ZZS gets revenge
TYK: It's not even the good kush! 4k, M, wenzhou & Cao Weining/Gu Xiang, canon divergent, the gang takes a smoke break, starts funny ends knifey with a dash of almost-smut
TGCF fics
Everyone always gravitated to the tragic stories of heroes, of martial gods who ripped through other mortals’ woven intricacies like spider silk. But what of the fallen? There were millions trapped in the still-raging fires of Tonglu, too warped beyond recognition to even know who or what to beg for anymore. Each had been human once, a fine mesh of hopes and humors, never before seen and never to be seen again. What of them?No one told their stories.But Death was fair, or at least she tried to be. One birth; one death. Most of the time.
My very best fic: Our heaven-appointed years 37k, T+, hualian & junmei, canon compliant crossover with The Sandman (no knowledge of The Sandman required), meditations on immortality, dreams, and Daoist philosophy
I would never let you drown 128k (+20k E sequel), T+, postcanon shuangxuan with reincarnated SQX, independent plot, determining one's own fate, compassion, protecting the vulnerable
The man who tamed a mountain 55k (+6k M sequel), E, postcanon junmei, healing together, getting lost in dream & memory
Swordplay 3k, Who by fire 11k, Becoming 2k, all E, kinky hualian, canon compliant
Stone soup 5k, Paying respects 4k, both T+, fluffy crowdpleasing hualian, canon compliant, found family
Demon friends 4k, M, Vulgar appetites 4k, T+, HC & HX being 'not-friends', canon compliant
The Beloved 7k, M, junmei with reincarnated MNQ, 13th century maritime Silk Road, mortality, spirituality, and falling in love
You'd be good if you knew how 2k, Heart in the abyss 2k, both T+, character studies of villains, first is Ling Wen, second is Jun Wu, canon compliant
The Festival of Toppled Phoenixes 23k, JUN WU BOTTOMS 5k, both E, sexually explicit crack, gross & funny
Miscellaneous fics
Wu Xingxue’s arrival to ‘coax’ him surprised him a little bit, in that the other man was very nearly impaled on his sword by the time he came to from his meditative state.Dignified Lord Lingwang’s legs wrapping firmly around the small of his back after the merest instant of kissing surprised him even more, in that he lost all doubt that the other man really was aiming to be impaled tonight.
Shangxian: Behind-the-curtain guests 7k, E, xuanxue, fluff & smut, canon compliant
Shangxian: Acquiesce 1.5k, G, xuanxue, fluff, canon compliant
Panguan: Melt 3k, E, chenshi, mildly kinky smut, canon compliant
Qianqiu: A river changing course 3k, E, yanshen, shen qiao-centric, character study, masturbation & foreplay, canon compliant
Qianqiu/Wushuang: Asking Sect Leader Yan for his advice 4k, E, Yan Wushi/Feng Xiao, kinky antagonistic smut featuring two insufferable bastards, canon compliant though improbable
FGEP: They stay with their silk 5k, E, yuexian smut, canon compliant
CQL: And I'll never have that recipe again 18k, E, 3zun smut, combo of mdzs & cql canon
Note: All Sha Po Lang and most (all except the last two listed) Tian Guan Ci Fu metas were written before I had adequate knowledge of Chinese to analyze specific word usage, please take any such analysis with a grain of salt as I was going purely off of translations.
Priest metas/asks
LHJC: How Sheng Lingyuan became a demon, Danli's motivations 1k
LHJC: Wait, so what happened with Sheng Lingyuan's corpse(s)??? <1k
LHJC: Danli's bet with Sheng Lingyuan <1k
LHJC: Incomplete meta on what Aluojin meant to Sheng Lingyuan <1k
SPL: Hearts divided, hearts mended: Loyalty in Sha Po Lang 6k
SPL: From now on, he is my man: Gu Yun's process of falling in love 5k
SPL: Hu Ge'er's motivations <1k
QY: Why did the Wagela invasion happen so fast in the 7th life? <1k
TGCF metas
Trauma, compassion, and what it means to truly know something (post confession musings)
Masks, fate, and free will (musings on the end of Book 3)
Rebirth in TGCF (post Ch.190-191 musings)
On how to royally piss off Jun Wu (meta on the Yi Nian bridge ghost)
Luck in tgcf (meta on how luck plays into the main plot arc; breaking down how the Star of Solitude works wrt Hua Cheng)
On how Hua Cheng’s role as Chengzhu of Ghost City jibes with Xie Lian’s sense of morality
Twitter threads (mostly fanwank)
Is SPL anti-imperialist? (Answer: No, Great Liang is an empire)
My additions to Leila's thread on CG's sense of morality (read the whole thread, Leila's analysis is so on point)
Changgu death headcanons: here and here. y'know, if you wanna cry
Reference materials
Liehuo reference guide (character guide, terminology index, list of non-human species, and bureau hierarchy guide. Terminology is primarily based on my own interpretation and largely does not coincide with Vermilion Bird's translations)
SPL reference sheet (created by @xiaochanggeng in collaboration with @floralfrost, @weilanchanggu, and me)
yu's SPL carrd (I helped fact-check; if you find anything to be erroneous, or if you think something should be added, shoot me an ask on tumblr and I'll run it by yu)